Ok when we were young they said life is so cool and so fun and u can defeat it if u do a bit of an effort well I couldn’t I don’t why they lie or they just want to comfort us I don’t know it just so hard in every way that u turn u find the door closed or just it is too heavy to push it I feel like I am lost in the middle of nowhere no one hears me even though I am screaming my voice out or just I am in the middle of everybody but they r just all deaf what is the matter with them !!! 
they can’t understand that we can’t fight this at least I can’t I need help!! I need back u I need someone to lay on I want someone to talk to and actually answers me I am about to drown and I just cannot find the way out ‘no matter how many times u told me u wanted to go no matter how many breaths u took u still couldn’t breath ‘’ it is a song but it is so deep no matter I give but it is never enough never enough
I am searching in this wild cruel world but no one responds just on one where the hell is every body !!! everybody I know when they need help I always give it to them whatever it takes to help them but they won’t just refuses why have I done anything wrong
they can’t understand that we can’t fight this at least I can’t I need help!! I need back u I need someone to lay on I want someone to talk to and actually answers me I am about to drown and I just cannot find the way out ‘no matter how many times u told me u wanted to go no matter how many breaths u took u still couldn’t breath ‘’ it is a song but it is so deep no matter I give but it is never enough never enough I am searching in this wild cruel world but no one responds just on one where the hell is every body !!! everybody I know when they need help I always give it to them whatever it takes to help them but they won’t just refuses why have I done anything wrong
