I started to question myself am i doing the right thing or no i am so confused how come when everything is really clear for everybody but me I know that Nothing comes easily and you have to work for it and appreciate every second that u spend alive but When u feel like in such a darkness like u cant see anything so u dont know where r u going to put ur hands this is such a mistery really
U know now yes I am 15 years old I am gonna say from about 5 or 6 years I ve never had a day with now anger u know it s like this world is really turning against me
This world doesn’t seem real anymore to me u know it is like it s full of bad people and everyone of them just thinks about his own sack this is it is everybody s ready to forgive
I mean even though this one made a huge mistake can u actually forgive him I guess I can cause everybody makes mistakes everybody can fuck thing up but we got to have a little bit a mercy
In this life you just cant have everything it s like you have to sacrifice so many things just to be able to have one important thing
No matter how many bad things that happened to us we must be strong cause god dident give us this much and give us an easy lovely life u have to suffer and to pay for having so many great things
But I feel sometimes like god is being a little to crul on us may be it is a test to know how strong our faith is I guess that s an obligation
May be everybody sais “U may realize hat everybody s just blind or u r just invisible but don’t lose faith “ well guess what SPEAK FOR YOURSELF
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